Father's Day

It is impossible for anyone to understand how Bill and I feel about "Special Days" birthdays, Mother's/Father's Day are hard days for us. We are BEYOND happy and blessed to have our Jillian with us and being her mommy and daddy is amazing. We love her to the point we feel like we may burst. We are sleep deprived because we sit and stare at her until we fall asleep. She is our sweet girl and we love that we get to be her parents.
We are also Sophie's mommy and daddy. Father's Day was really hard for Bill this year, almost harder than last year. Sophie made Bill a daddy, we love her very much, talk to her every day and miss her more than words can express.
Here is a picture of Bill holding his first little girl. She will always be in our hearts and on our minds. It doesn't get easier, the hurt doesn't go away. It does find a different place in our hearts and sometimes it is bearable and sometimes it isn't. The hurt is a part of us and we are still learning to live with that pain. Some days it stings more than other days.